When I try it's artificial
All this effort's superficial
My word's blacked out beneath scribbles
Tryna hide my pain in riddles
Is it wrong to feel like I've been waiting for too long?
Is it wrong to feel like I need approval to belong?
And I know that they're just numbers and that they don't mean shit
But I'm still losing slumber while I try to reach it
I just wanna live my life where I can hide out
But these people hear my songs and hear me cry out
And they wanna feel my pain and watch me die now
I entertain them, they just wanna watch me wipe out

I know I wasn't happy where I've been (where I've been)
And I know that I'm not happy where I am (where I am)
So I hope that I'll be happy where I'm going (where I'm going)
The only thing that excites me is not really knowing
I know I wasn't happy where I've been (where I've been)
And I know that I'm not happy where I am (where I am)
So I hope that I'll be happy where I'm going (where I'm going)
The only thing that excites me is not really knowing