Best believe

Yeah, yeah

Best believe
I don't waste no time at all
Pharmaceutical company's sell heroin
In the form of Tylenol
It really makes me think
Tell my mama that I'm fine
But I ain't fine at all
I think I'm on the brink
Between the medication on the sink
And the blood in the sink
I think I'm gonna sink
And my parents think that ima die
I don't care what they think
Thoughts of suicide
If i told you ion have 'em then I lied
If you told me that you gottem, and you don't have 'еm
Lets take a ride, I bеt they gottem in the northside
How far can we get?
I bet you'll find me stripped from my pride, laying dead
I hope it's easy to forget, and if i ain't
I'll just be remembered as someone you don't get
You can cut me out, just don't cut me in
I'm tryna find a place to die, i'm suffering
How long has it really been?"
Since you taking all your medicine
Ion need it, ima veteran
The government, is oxycontin peddling
To make you think you feel better than you ever been
You'll never get a head of them, You dozing
Yuh
I fell asleep in the clothes i'm in
Ion know how I got dirt all over them
All them hoes that broke my heart, I got over them
Officer search my car I ain't holding them
I ain't see 'em put the lights on, but I know it's them
I ain't know which I one I wanted, I got both of them
If god is my judge, then why'd he let me drown?
I ain't gonna budge, you better hold me down
I ain't gonna move, I won't make a sound
I ain't got shit to prove, but the devil pull me down
My head is tilted high, my feet on the mud
I know that we might die, but ion give a fuck
When life gets me down, then how i get me up?
I been through some shit, thought about giving up
People die, that I love
Next time don't leave so abrupt
I know I'm gonna starve, thinking bout you
I hope I add up, I hope that I'm enough
Ion feel my pain, you and me are quite the same
We tried all types of things
My joints hurt when it rains
I can't stop the voices in my brain
I start to think that I'm deranged
I promise that I'll try to change
I know exactly where I'm headed if I can't
I give you all the love in me til' i'm drained
And if you ain't alive then I ain't
(You're a genius)