[Hook]
The walls are all grey
And the windows are welted
I don't think that I could stay
But I can’t really help it
Furthermore, if I try to leave I don't wanna push it
The lil kid that keeps dying in me wants to know who took it
[Verse]
In any case now I'm back home late
Gotta kind the one, hoe I gotta find the way
Prepaid for some weight
And I don’t smoke haze, not anymore
I just smoke cookies, I just eat pussy
And they be calling all the time
Don't they know I don't wanna talk at anytime? (all the time)
With all these nurses in my ear
I forget the things that I'm supposed to hear
I'm just posted here
Waiting for the day
Someone's coming back to take me away
Don't you hate it here?
Its the smell babe
I'm going outside tomorrow
Can’t you tell babe?
And this room that I’m living is hell
I ain't dead, but I ain’t well
In any case I'm gone when I want
America should be about growing up to be who you want
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[Verse 2]
Now I'm back home straight
I don't have a state of mind i just hope my mind stays
I been staying up late cause as of late
My heads moving at a fast pace
What this nurse just gave me?
I don’t know, I'm losing my head and my control
If you ever leave me babe, I won't go
The cops will never catch me babe i won't show nothing
Being institutionalized i got out, but some will die
Maybe I'm meant to be alive
Baby I won't survive
Smoking, that's my favorite moment
Maybe smoking is my burden
I'm still learning
And I'm on my way
Bitch don't leave me I want you to stay, say
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