I'm just tryna be a version of
The person that you said you thought I was
Baby I know we don't get lost enough
And baby I know that we don't talk enough
They could send me to the heaven above
You could find me when I'm dead in the tub
Ima love you like I was never in love
I don't need a blue, bitch you my drug
Why you always say that I don't love you enough?
Everything I do it ain't never enough
If you don't wake up, then you don't wake up
If he dies, he dies, pour up a cup
I ain't gonna be who you want me to be
You might as well save your opinions of me
You tell me that you're free but that ain't living to me
You make me wanna leave you immediately
You know that I would leave you inevitably
And I ain't in love now obviously
Look at the person I turned out to be
I cut that bitch off like surgery
She said that ima dog, bitch certainly
I hide behind where all the curtains be
Bitches say I'm sick like venereal disease
She gon' suck my duck while she there on her knees
Bitch I don't care if you're here with me
Or if you're laying with a motherfucker like me
By the time I die I don't care if you like me
You don't never do shit that'll excite me
Somebody told me that [?] wouldn't like me
But then again they never met no one like me
My problems getting harder to solve
So maybe I could start to evolve
Baby I can't fuck with you
So can you not press the issue
I stopped chasing highs, and starting facing lows
I stopped popping pills and i kept facing O's
I'm meeting hoes, I'm like Bonic I'm eating cheerios
I find me one of those, I fuck her til' I doze
I'll never be alone, keep me on my toes
My knees get froze, it takes my soul
It breaks my soul
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