I sent you letters from hell
You sent them back in the mail
I started coming out of my shell
Wearing khaki dickies with [?]
White tees you was hoping I fell
Yeah, look how I feel
Ricky Hil hoe, I'm ill
They told me that no one was real
My mama got me 'dicted to pills
She was always giving me pills
That was 2011
I was in hell, I thought that it was heaven
All these hoes sniff slopes
I gave her that
Then I gave her dope
Then I gave her dick
I meant I gave her Rick
Shе tryna savor it
She said that I'm her favorite
Yеah, and them other dudes pay for it
Wait, wait for it
I ain't saving shit
You ain't my favorite bitch
My favorite had to die for this
But not me, I'm a survivalist
I'm finally here
I really had to strive for this
I promise that I'll die for this