You're gonna hate me someday
Just get to know me
You're gonna loathe my mistakes
And how they destroy things
And how every single thing I fuck up
Drives you far away from me
Just get to know me

I just wanna be sad I just wanna be mad
And maybe that's 'cause feeling this way gets me off
Knowing my life's so bad and then not that bad and then not that really bad at all
I just wanna feel like I have use
I just wanna be someone you'd choose
And when the tides get high I'll stand by your side but until then I swear

Your gonna hate me someday just get to know me
You're gonna loathe my mistakes
And how they destroy things
And how single thing I fuck up
Drives you far away from me
Just get to know me
And then you'll hate me

'Cause at first I was perfect
But now I'm the worst at
Making you feel whole even though you are worth it
And sometimes I try hard
But it's easy to forget
That you get what you give so here's all of it

I'm afraid I'll die someday all alone
With no one by my side in an old folks home
Where everybody losing their minds
But hopefully I won't lose mine
Because these memories of you are the only thing keeping me alive