My mind is haunting me
The public life is turning me into a fraud

Podcasts drown out the pain
I only wish I could be listening to them with you

When you watch a sitcom
Is it analogous to your life or do you get caught up in the fantasy
Where friends are witty and conscientious
There is no long stretch of time
Where you will feel alone and confined
To an endless, hopeless, shameful fucking life