We’re all getting harder
When we think we’re getting softer
Endless problems, stupid drama
It wasn’t high school
It’s human nature

Quarantine my everything
Water the plants you’d rather spring up to
See me ending the one thing I have made

For me, things aren’t true
Just because your therapist agrees
That you were the only one with problems
Surrounding all the things that happened
I am haunted
But i am trying not to worry about it

Send me to hell
You can leave me at the gate
Fireworks exploding all over the place
A defective orphan with a pale white face

I’ve been told by the people I get close to
That I hurt the people i get close to
So I've been proactive
And ended all of my relationships
Distanced myself
From anything close to companionship
If I sit alone in my room all day
Waiting for my body to decay
If I sit alone in my room all day
Waiting for my body to decay
I’ll be confident saying on my deathbed

The only person that I hurt
The only person that I hurt
The only person that I hurt
Was myself