My brain is a cynic
But my heart is an optimist
And my spine can’t choose which side it’s on
And my circulatory system is all fucked up
From all the one man ice cream pizza parties I host
And I wish there was anything to fix this
To make me feel like I’m not sick

So I take my medicine, day and night
So I take my medicine, as prescribed
So I take my medicine, day and night
So I take my medicine, as prescribed

But I’ve got nothing to show for it
I’m always angry and moody as shit
But I’ve got nothing to show for it
Except that I am not dead yet
I am not dead yet
Not dead yet
Not dead yet