Human Kitten
I Still Don’t Want to Be Sad
I wake up with this muggy feeling in my head like
I wish that yesterday, oh yesterday, I had been found dead
From an overdose on vitamins and prescribed medications
I wanted to be healthier
Well, I guess I overcompensated
And tomorrow I hope I can be better for you
I hope that I can smile and do nothing that bothers you
And I hope I am not broken
And I hope one day the pieces of this vase
Can be put together into their perfect stable place
But I am sad most of the time
But you can't see it, cause I keep it inside
And I am sad most of the time
But you can't see it, cause I keep it inside
I am sad most of the time
But you can't see it, cause I keep it inside
And I am sad most of the time
But you can't see it, cause I keep it inside
But something in the stars at night
Makes me feel like one day I might
Never have to prescribe to another medication
For the rest of my life