I feel like life is a ticking time bomb and every day is another tick towards our eventual deaths
And I need to take down my calendar 'cause it's ticking away and I'm scared and anxious of what it means to do nothing

And sometimes I dream about death
And sometimes I dream about life
And usually only one of them is a nightmare
But I never dream about what's in between
'Cause when I'm awake that's what's happening

And I'll try my best not to blame myself for my shitty situation
And I'll try my best not to blame myself for my lack of successes
'Cause one day I swear I'll be something instead of nothing
'Cause one day I swear I'll be something instead of nothing

But I feel like I'm too young for my wisdom to have any wisdom
And feel like, to an extent, that's true