I always say nothing when I should've said something
I always say nothing when I should've said something
'Cause I couldn't think of the right thing to say
No I can never think of the right thing to say

I spend most of my days paralyzed by
Fear, shame and anxieties
Am I doing it right? Probably not. I’m probably not
But I’ll be damned if I’m not trying

Depression is my oppression and it trumps all the rest
I’d be content to die right now if I knew I wouldn’t be missed
But I know I’d be missed
At least I know I’d be missed

I’m terrified of all the kids I went to high school with
I’m scared of what they think of me now
Do they respect me? Do they like me? Do they hate me? Do they spite me?
They probably just don’t think of me at all, they don’t think of me at all

And I know I should care more about
How I think and feel about myself
But I just want to serve and I don’t want to serve myself
Cause I’m a lost cause and you are a lego box

So tell me what to do and I will appease you
I just want to please you, I just want to please you
I just want to please you, I just want to please you
I just want to please you, I just want to please you
Because if I can’t be happy, at least you can be
Since I can’t be happy, will you please be?