[Verse 1]
It's been a long day, soon as I get home
Stumble through the door trying to take off my coat
Start to undress, put on some different clothes
Crash on my couch with my eyes wide closed
And relax
Maybe check my Twitter
See who's either partying or being a baby sitter
The designated driver, I didn't think that fit her
See who's loving life or just being a fucking quitter
Damn I'm sick of it, escape the stress and just chill
Watch some TV and get some food that will fill
My tummy full of yummy motherfucker get a clue
I start to relax, and everything spills
Damn
I can't believe my fucking luck
All I really want to do is, never give a fuck
Block out the world with my eyes and ears shut
And get away from stress but I think I might be stuck
And now I'm calm and composed
I keep shit bottled up so long it eventually explodes
I'll never get past it all by eating Rocky Road
Or coke through my nose, no only weed from a bowl
I smoke up this pot, and forget about these thoughts
Block my whole mind behind a haze of white box
Keep escaping shit until the Devil comes and knocks
On my door, I'll trade my soul and about everything I got
God I'll trade it all just to change this routine
I feel I'm in Hell, but I'm clearly stuck between
All that's left to do is, I guess go to sleep
And I hope I can dream of a way to find peace
[Verse 2]
One night I had a dream, I'd been following a stream
In the middle of the night the only thing that could be seen
Was the smile on your face, bringing light into the dark
Like you filled my life with light, but you lack me in your heart
I was moving away from you, slowly drifting out of focus
Having you in my life was starting to seem hopeless
And then I drifted through a door, the door remained open
The stream had disappeared, but the darkness was not broken
Demons lurked around me, as the happiness was floated above my head
I couldn't reach it, the only thing I was hoping for
Was you to walk right through that door
With a heart that was wide open
But dreams are just so, our minds can keep coping
With reality, see actually it made me see how lonely
I really am in real life, cold and self-loathing
As I noticed this I woke up and glanced at my watch
And noticed something different, all time had stopped
As I got up out of bed, my world twisted and it skewed
The colors started flashing going through different hues
Then it was all white, and in the distance was a light
I started to back up but it got closer in my sight
And then it just vanished, it was dark as the night
Then I woke up screaming with no reason for the fright
After a stress-filled day, and a dream-filled night
I really got to thinking about what I want in life