[Chorus]
I know that you see right through my bluff
Whenever the times are getting tough
I know that I'm quick to give it up
When trying my best just ain't enough
It's been hard for me to balance
And even harder to break the habits
Though it sounds like an excuse
I just wanted to tell you the truth
[Verse 1]
That my alarm's been a little quiet
Or maybe I'm just sleeping through it
But I still wake up before noon
So I can try and cook some food
Even if I don't really wanna do shit
I still try to work on music
So I can chill in the afternoon
All alone in my dark ass room
[Pre-Chorus]
I know it sounds a bit depressing
But I don't know how else to express it
All thе money I been flexing
Doesn't hеlp like I expected
Crossed out every goal I set
But I'm so far from being content
Now there's a void inside my chest
Wait, am I making any sense?
[Chorus]
I know that you see right through my bluff
Whenever the times are getting tough
I know that I'm quick to give it up
When trying my best just ain't enough
It's been hard for me to balance
And even harder to break the habits
Though it sounds like an excuse
I just wanted to tell you the truth
[Verse 2]
I hate that I'm never just fine
And I hate the sharp look in my eyes
I know I got a temper
I hope that it gets better overtime
[Pre-Chorus]
I know it sounds a bit depressing
But I don't know how else to express it
All the money I been flexing
Doesn't help like I expected
Crossed out every goal I set
But I'm so far from being content
Now there's a void inside my chest
Wait, am I making any sense?
[Chorus]
I know that you see right through my bluff
Whenever the times are getting tough
I know that I'm quick to give it up
When trying my best just ain't enough
It's been hard for me to balance
And even harder to break the habits
Though it sounds like an excuse
I just wanted to tell you the truth