[Verse 1: demxntia]
Everyday, is startin' to feel the same
And all my friends, have gone their separate ways
Like maybe I should start growin' up
But nothin' that i ever do is enough
Well maybe I should stop givin' a fuck
But i know that's easier said than done

[Chorus: Suisai]
Could really use some company
But won't let anybody get close to me like
This isn't how it's supposed to be
This isn't how it's supposed to be

[Verse 2: Suisai]
Breakdown?
No, it's all good
Make some coffee
The caffeine coursing my veins
Like some addy
Everyone's so fucking annoying
Thеse tryhards won't stop sweating
Like a hеat wave
Smokin' on a network
Fill that shit with 5g
Till I can't think bout a damn thing
Burn it down to the ash tray
Stop talking never listen anyway like
[Chorus: Suisai]
Could really use some company
But won't let anybody get close to me like
This isn't how it's supposed to be
Spending every damn day just staring at a screen
Be somebody else
Try to hide the fact that I hate myself
Nobody wants to see
Someone always complain
And never change a thing
Could really use some company
But won't let anybody get close to me like
This isn't how it's supposed to be
Spending every damn day just staring at a screen
Be somebody else
Try to hide the fact that I hate myself
Nobody wants to see
Someone always complain
And never change a thing