If you ever see my cry
Pretend you’re blind
‘cause I would never find the words to tell you why
I don’t need to lie
But I’d be fine
But it’s been eating away at my heart
And it’s worse at night

I can’t seem to hide
Like I’d like to
I’m losing all control, I must admit
I don’t wanna die
But sometimes
I’ll wonder what it’s like to not exist

And if I take my final breath
Will the story come to an end?
Would I finally be able to rest??
I know the world will continue to spin
I wonder when this feeling began
Am I able to start again?
Suffocating from all my regrets
And all the static I hear in my head

So if you ever see my cry
Pretend you’re blind
‘cause I would never find the words to tell you why
I don’t need to lie
But I’d be fine
But it’s been eating away at my heart
And it’s worse at night
Staring at the floor
But why does it feel like it’s staring back though?
Falling from a fault
Took a trip, they just watched me go through
Weight of all the eyes crushed
Any confidence that was left
Then they all left at the worst time

What’s worth, too tired to try more
Living life through the cliffnotes
When nothing’s right
Turn the pages to the other side
White noise in the background
Overlays watch my eyes glaze
Filters only cover up so much

If you ever see my cry
Pretend you’re blind
‘cause I would never find the words to tell you why
I don’t need to lie
But I’d be fine
But it’s been eating away at my heart
And it’s worse at night

It gets worse at night
It gets worse at night
It gets worse at night
It gets worse at night
It gets worse at night
It gets worse at night
It gets worse at night
It gets worse at night