Lately my room's been a mess
Decaying with every breath that i take
Seem like the more that i get
The more problems i have on my plate
Remember themm days with no stress
I wish that i knew how to make it go away
I been blowing through my checks
But all of this money ain't
Really helping with the #PAIN

Empty bottles on the floor
Couple pills inside the drawer
Can't be bothered anymore
Being alive is like a chore
Empty bottles on the floor
Couple pills inside the drawer
Barely helping anymore
Think i'm dead- at my core

Wonder if they get the message
It's hard for me to express it-
Not sure where i'm headed
But i probably won't make it to heaven
Closer to hell than i've ever been
Killing demons in my presence
Tryna count all of my blessings
But every night the void beckons
If there exists such a thing as a god
He should know better than to test me
Lately my room's been a mess
Decaying with every breath that i take
Seem like the more that i get
The more problems i have on my plate
Remember themm days with no stress
I wish that i knew how to make it go away
I been blowing through my checks
But all of this money ain't
Really helping with the #PAIN

Lately my room's been a mess
Decaying with every breath that i take
Seem like the more that i get
The more problems i have on my plate
Remember themm days with no stress
I wish that i knew how to make it go away
I been blowing through my checks
But all of this money ain't
Really helping with the #PAIN

Empty bottles on the floor
Couple pills inside the drawer
Can't be bothered anymore
Being alive is like a chore
Empty bottles on the floor
Couple pills inside the drawer
Barely helping anymore
Think i'm dead- at my core
Empty bottles on the floor
Couple pills inside the drawer
Can't be bothered anymore
Being alive is like a chore
Empty bottles on the floor
Couple pills inside the drawer
Barely helping anymore
Think i'm dead- at my core