I hate talking about getting older
Kinda scares me just waiting it out
And I wish, wish that my brother lived closer
'Cause it feels more like home in his house

It's hot here in Southern California
It might be winter, but I couldn't tell
I'm confused, 'cause I don't know when to start over
I'm a hostage to everything I've ever felt

Mm, mm

I tried, but I never got closure
From the people who let me down
And I don't care if it takes hell freezing ovеr
'Cause I'm stubborn, I won't give up that ground

I'm sad, and what if it's making me wеaker?
Rebuilding this castle out of sand (This castle out of sand)
It hurts, watching it slip through my fingers
And I forget that it's out of my hands

I'm scared that I'm somebody I've outgrown
I'm scared I'm not enough, I'm scared I'm not enough
I'm scared I'm not
I'm scared I need somebody to feel whole
I'm scared I'm not enough, I'm scared I'm not enough
I'm scared
I'm scared that I'm somebody I've outgrown
I'm scared I'm not enough, I'm scared I'm not enough
I'm scared I'm not
I'm scared I need somebody to feel whole
I'm scared I'm not enough, I'm scared I'm not enough
I'm scared
I'm scared the world's gonna go on without me
I'm scared, but, baby, that's how it should be

Mm, mm