[Verse 1: Nick Carter Green]
She said where were you when I lost myself?
Probably thinking I was lost myself
How could I give you things that I lost myself?
She crying like I can't love you if it cost myself
I’m yelling I would pay the cost myself
Take a bullet
Train coming, I would toss myself
Girl, if one of us had to go
I would off myself
She stopped
Said love shouldn't cost our health
It’s real what we getting in
And if it isn't now
I just need you to vow that you meant it then
Just one of your many men
That's what feels like
And I'd just like recognition
I mean when did love have conditions?
Thought it was better or worse
Though you're betting for worse
And if I’ve said it before
Know it's better rehearsed
Heard you gotta man now
I hope he's you doing you great
That was stupid to say
I picture me at your wedding on this beautiful day
Being asked how I know you with the stupidest face
I'm happy for you regardless
So let’s pretend that I am being honest
I'm so tired of the turn up
Drink the Hen’
Smoke something
Drink again
Then go home to a woman that I don't love
I barely want to kiss her, but it's no glove
And I don’t want to diss her
But it's no fucks given
If the tables turned on me, there'd be no us
And these poems just getting more personal
[Verse 2: Nick Carter Green]
Listen, I am not important
I invented nothing
Little God-given talent that was meant for nothing
No college, check to check
I’m just pressing buttons
So if you don't listen to it then I vent for nothing
It's funny life ain't nothing but a collection of days
That don't really much
It’s just depressing to say
We all trying to find the meaning before we rest in a grave
Just know it ain't what I left in a safe
It ain't about my career or where I traveled
It’s who was there when it really mattered
It’s was the love so deep that I rhymed like this
And feel things that the eyes might miss
My cold flow, this is January
You love me in December but by February
You back with a n***a
That can’t never keep you warm in the winter
So every November will be legendary