[Chorus]
Waking up past three, whole body in fatigue
Sun shining through the window 'bout to make my eyes bleed
I've been doing the same shit for the past 5 weeks
Using every single avenue to try to find relief
I've just trying to finally see
The end of the tunnel, I'm exhausted
Stuck inside my house like I lost it
Claustrophobic, stuck inside my thoughts
Doubling my dose while I'm praying it won't leave me unresponsive
God

[Verse]
I can't never ever slip
Bunch of condolences ain't something I can settle with
Long climb until the top, I'm hanging off from Everest
I can never stop, 'cause it's scary with the drop
And I been through a lot, ugh, more than they ever did
Would've been serving time, they just couldn't find the evidence
Staring through the blinds while I scramble for my medicine
Chasing after highs, for the moments when the pressure lift
Shit, can I fix it?
Dark and light still fighting, I feel the friction
Fighting with addiction, friends saying I'm switching
Staging interventions, I can't motherfucking quit
'Cause I can't take no intermission
Always keep going
Money longer, and my problems only keep growing
Taking a toll on my mind and my soul
But I'm a fucking soldier, gotta keep with the motion, ayy
These drugs ain't working
Can't go deeper, I been stuck on top the surface
Head like a hole, bitch, I feel my soul burning
Got me questioning everything, like “what's my purpose?”
I need some soul searching
I need to figure out the plan on the bigger picture
On some shit I don't understand
Gotta stay committed
Can't ever break or ever bend
Blood stains on my hands as I walk to the promised land, huh
[Chorus]
Waking up past three, whole body in fatigue
Sun shining through the window 'bout to make my eyes bleed
I've been doing the same shit for the past 5 weeks
Using every single avenue to try to find relief
I've just trying to finally see
The end of the tunnel, I'm exhausted
Stuck inside my house like I lost it
Claustrophobic, stuck inside my thoughts
Doubling my dose while I'm praying it won't leave me unresponsive
God