[Verse]
For the past two years I been tryna change how they view me
Barely know myself that mean really they never knew me
Went to hell and back damn my life is a fucking movie
Depressed and I was lost even tho I was fucking groupies
Only blame myself but oh well cause I had to learn
Shit just make me cringe thinking bout the bridges I burned
Man you know it's bad when the media get concerned
Tried to take a shortcut, I couldn’t just wait my turn
Had to settle down, woke up, I'm better now
I know a lot of y'all n***as didn’t think I'd make it out
Okay I'm done with the trolling let's a safer route
I'm tryna see them 4 commas inside my bank account
It's time to take back control, I'm ready just let me know
N***as digging up my past "May y'all just please let it go"
Y’all either selfish or rude, maybe y’all mentally slow
If you really cared for me, you would just let me grow
I got a lot on mind, can't find the words to describe
Lord I need ya help feel like I’m dying inside
Now I close my eyes and pray you send me a sign
I can't do this by myself because I tried many times
Had to change my energy, the jail life not meant for me
Call me my nickname that's just adding insult to injury
I'm not gon’ satisfy them so I can live miserably
That shit ate me up inside, I'm not playing, I mean literally
That shit wasn't me man that shit phase
Tightened it up and I changed up my ways
Promise you I won't go back to them days
So fucking tired of being a slave
Fall on my knees and I pray, I wake up everyday
Got so much shit to say, hope it don't get too late