I fucking lost it, never had it all along
Give me a do over, I'll still get it wrong
Break me apart, bring me back where I belong
Reckless, cold, and heartless, spiraling darkness with no pending dawn

I fucking lost it
I fucking lost it
Wish I could find a way out
I fucking lost it
I fucking lost it
Wish I could take the blade out

I fucking lost it, growing toxic from the guilt
I feel the clock tick turning caustic as I wilt
Pain for the pills, where the fucks the life I built
Call off all the searches, I know exactly where all the blood is spilled

Time to confess
Clear away all shame I've kept inside
Life is a mess
Out in the open no emotion left to try to hide

Life is a mess, it's imperfectly fine
We’ve all got regrets and they stay close behind
Just polish each moment and hope that it shines
My life is a mess but I guess that it's all mine
Life is a mess, it's imperfectly fine
We’ve all got regrets and they stay close behind
Polish each moment and hope that it shines
My life is a mess yeah my life is a mess