Ouse
​my own war
[Lyrics from snippets and demo]

[Chorus]
She left my heart out laying on the floor
I don't know who I’m for
I can't no more
And it never really changes, the casualties ignored
I ain’t gettin' no award for my own war

[Verse 1]
Daylight, I don't know where you were last night
Plant bait 'cause you know I'll bite
Tell me that it's for life
But it's not, is it?
I'm losing my grip (Yeah, yeah)
I'm losing focus on what’s there for good
Wish you understood
I'm numb from the wood
Don't bleed like I should
I'd break if I could
Am I insane?
Every time feels the same
Your words could break my brain, but that's okay

[Chorus]
She left my heart out laying on the floor
I don't know who I’m for
I can't no more
And it nevеr really changes, the casualtiеs ignored
I ain’t gettin' no award for my own war
[Verse 2: Jomie]

You act too cool to get me
And I can't do right, I'm a lefty
Stand out, I don't need the accepting
Too high, I can't see no perspective
I don't need anything 'cause there's nothing to prove
Out in a field, what's a god to a goon?


[Outro]
Time goes by
I'm still numb
Can't get it right
I'm so dumb

I was lost
All along
I never won
My own war