Roderick Porter
​lost in the rain
[Hook]
I'm trying
To find beauty
In the dark
In the dark

I'm trying
To find sunshine
In the rain
In the rain

[Verse 1]
Watching as the rain hits the pane on the window
The world got me feelin' colder than when the wind blow
I've been outta focus, got me feelin' hopeless
Ain't nobody notice, I ain't really copin'
Release stress in the words that I write
Thoughts runnin' through my mind all the time keep me up at night
I'm overthinkin', and braindead at the same time
Tryna find a way to make my pain rhyme
Chasin' after happiness I just want a little bit
Guess I'm just an idiot, guess that its all frivolous
Why you always sad, yeah why you such a little bitch
I ain't scared of death, I'm just lost in the middle bit
I just want an answer, I just want a reason
Someone please tell me why the fuck I'm even breathin'
Got a black hole inside my soul and I'm slippin'
Please give me a minute, just a minute cause I'm trippin'
[Hook]
I'm trying
To find beauty
In the dark
In the dark

I'm trying
To find sunshine
In the rain
In the rain

[Bridge]
Flippin' through polaroids in my room
Flippin' through polaroids in my room
Said i just wanna go back
Yeah i just wanna go back
I guess I'm way too far gone
I know I'm way too far gone
Said I just wanna go back
Yeah I just wanna go back

[Random Conversation]
Wait, are we talking about finding some sort of like happiness?
Yea, it's good
Wait, what'd you say to talk about?
Some sort of happiness?
You just gotta like (Give us some emotions)
You just gotta like keep on, keep on trying
No matter, no matter what gets in front of you and shit
And like Dylan said it's like a Bob Ross song
Even if you make a mistake, It's like
It's like a happy accident, (know what I'm saying?)
Harrison, don't look at me like that
(Laughter) Dude, what tf?
Gimme something better to like ramble on about (C'mon)
Harrison, would you say you found your light?.. Your girl?
(My light?)
Your L-I-G-H-T in the dark tunnel
(Oh my L-I-G-H-T!)
Ie: Your girlfriend
(Yea...)
Aw, That's cute
(Laughter) Can I talk about something else? (Laughter)