The day we got back
I promised to keep the work flow
It hurts so much to know
I never even came through
About 1 week home
I felt the same presence
Standing behind
Every move that
Never got a mention
I miss my fucking homies
They the only ones who know me
Past all the imagery
That got me in a holding
I know u wanna get thru
But can u just stand by for the moment?

Hold up...
Imma take this fuckin shit
To my grave
Baby i just hope u do the same
I just really hope
That nothing went in vein
I just wanna hеar u scream my name
One last timе
Before i go back home
Baby im always high
Yeah girl, thats what u know
Thats right, i always lied
And that just goes to show
You loved a fucking mess
My hearts a vacant hole
Bust my ass in welfleet
Trying to staying healthy
Bout broke my wrist
Off the hip
Trying stick the
Damn 3 flip
Man this life a trip
And i got ur girl in my whip
She be telling me where to go
To suck this dick
Baby im just down to
Talk my shit im over it
Can i guess what yr thinking girl
You wanna take this life
For a whirl
Come on the road
And let me show you
What this life can go for

When ur not by my side
Im dyin constantly
You knew me once
As the one u thought id never be
Its gettin harder
Givin everyone the best of me
Im wide awake
And i got these flowers next to me
Darling, rest in peace
Now are you listening?
Im better off
Finding solace in the symmetry
Back on the road
Steady ballin, feelin great
If we ain't in ur city
Bet we schemin for the day
This industry can fuck right off
They haven’t helped a bit
Done this all on my own
With the help of good friends
Stacking hit after hit
True fans listening
Could use a guiding hand
Anytime help is offered
I shove it to the side
And say im good on that shit
My ego hurts my career
In many of ways
My pride hurts my conscious
On darkest of days
Why am i so worried
About getting paid?
Because every second
There is always money to be made
Me and chris goin to the shop my mans
We tryna get this bread
Sippin on some cardi
Let it go straight to our head
Everyday's a party
When ur runnin from that dread
If u paint a picture of me
Won't you make it red?
Cuz black is so outdated
And im far from golden
Yeah these last few months
Have been nothin but a blur
I was in my past life once
Found myself under the dirt
This retrospection has me dizzy
Self destruction keeps me busy
Everything else gotta go
Dont got no time for anybody
Bitch, ive been here all alone
No need to bother actin funny

No dont bother acting funny
We can see right thru the jokes
Why dont you just pull up
So we can catch the smoke
Yeah we making moves
But doing it on our own time
If we ain't make it out the basement
Did we do it right?