[Verse 1:]
I hate opening my eyes in the morning
Plus life without you is really fucking boring
Five minutes and I already have a migraine
So I light a bowl to numb the pain of your name
If I have another dream about seeing your face
If I hold your hand again, it fills me up with grace
Forever in my heart you will hold a special place
You were everything I ever wanted but now you’re gone without a trace
Even when we first met, I felt I knew you in an instant
You outline my heart and made me feel so different
Different in a sense that I had somebody finally who would listen
And that I really change the world with what I’m spitting
See I’m trying to hold on tight as this world goes colder
But I only see darkness everyday I grow older
I don’t think a night goes by where I am sober
I just can’t believe our love is over… shit

[Interlude:]

[Verse 2:]
I wish I would’ve caught the signs and saw what you were doing
Your whole life was corroding but I never knew it
Every time somebody brings you up, I fucking lose it
And it shatters my heart a little more now when I write music
And I’m so fucking sorry that I wasn’t there to catch you
I scream up at the sky because I’m pissed I couldn’t save you
Our memories play through my head the same way that they were captured
I should’ve told you just how much you matter
So I listen on repeat our melody on piano but it crushed me
I’m so sorry that couldn’t trust me
To save you at your downfall but isn’t that kinda funny?
You were the only one to catch me when I fucked things
Up, but now I hold some secrets that I wish I told
Now I need to find another hand to hold
When you took your life you also took my soul
My mind shattered the moment I heard that casket close… I’m sorry