And I can feel the alcohol kicking in
But I'm not the Iast bit proud of it
I became the woman you wanna be with about four minutes ago
And shameful as it is to admit
I'm in an existential crisis
But I'll be fine, just like I always am

And I can feel the alcohol kicking in
But I can't really write without it
I guess it's character immersion
And I know I've been someone they want to see
But I paid my faith as an entrance fee
I never stood up straight
I’ve just been staggering

So I might as well give in to the thoughts that haunt my sleep
So take me to the ravine

And I can feel the alcohol wearing thin
And I don't know the light went
I must have snuffed it out whеn I surrendered it
And I know I had somе good morals back then
But I'm not quite sure what I did with them
Cause I'm' getting old
I'm only 27, but I might as well be dead