[Intro]
​notmorgn

[Verse 1]
What's the deal? Yeah
It's been twenty-five years and I still ain't got a clue
How to feel, yeah
And what's it take just to feel okay? Okay, 'cause

[Pre-Chorus]
Nothing really helps this depression (I know, I know)
The only one to blame is my reflection (I know, I know), yeah
This some real post-death shit

[Chorus]
And I don't need a chain, got a noose as my necklace
Doctor said I got some issues, yeah, a death wish
Am I the only one that's feeling fucking helpless?
I heard they all love you when you die
Is that the reason I don't wanna be alive?
Message
Baby, I can hear you calling, what's your message?
'Cause to be honest, I don't think that you could help this
But you gon' love me when I die
And that's the reason I don't wanna be alive
[Verse 2]
I spoke to God, he told me "Go to fucking Hell"
I know I got a lot, but I can't love myself
I know I changed, it's hard for me to act the same
I'll take the blame and go back 2017
All my homies went ghost, that's why it's a black rose, I can't help but feel alone (I can't help but feel alone)
On my life, I'm so cold, that's why you don't get close, I can't help but feel alone (I can't help but feel alone)

[Pre-Chorus]
Nothing really helps this depression (I know, I know)
The only one to blame is my reflection (I know, I know), yeah
This some real post-death shit

[Chorus]
And I don't need a chain, got a noose as my necklace
Doctor said I got some issues, yeah, a death wish
Am I the only one that's feeling fucking helpless?
I heard they all love you when you die
Is that the reason I don't wanna be alive?
Message
Baby, I can hear you calling, what's your message?
'Cause to be honest, I don't think that you could help this
But you gon' love me when I die
And that's the reason I don't wanna be alive

[Outro]
I got a death wish, de-death wish
No, I don't need a necklace, de-death wish
I got a death wish, de-death wish
No, I don't need a necklace, de-death wish