[Chorus: thebreathingbackwards & guccihighwaters]
Fucking up, I know it ain't news to you
(Fucking up, I know it ain't news to you)
But it sucks, knowing I got used to you
(But it sucks, knowing I got used to you)
And I think that this might be it
(And I think that this might be it)
I turn all the love in my life to shit
(I turn all the love in my life to shit)

[Verse 1: thebreathingbackwards]
4:15, I got the shakes again, I'm used to it
Proper dose lamictal but anxiety abuses it
Useless as a safety net, it used to put my brain to rest
But now im wide awake, and I can't take it, grip a painful chest
And underneath: a heart, beaten down by all of my neglect
Try to swap my habits but I'm fossilized by my regret
Funny how the one thing that I thought could help, just let me down
I'll take it with a steady lip, and kiss the granite underground

[Chorus: thebreathingbackwards & guccihighwaters]
Fucking up, I know it ain't news to you
(Fucking up, I know it ain't news to you)
But it sucks, knowing I got used to you
(But it sucks, knowing I got used to you)
And I think that this might be it
(And I think that this might be it)
I turn all the love in my life to shit
(I turn all the love in my life to shit)
[Verse 2: thebreathingbackwards]
I'm so sick of this, stitching up my eyes, don't wanna witness it
Unmotivated, so I won't make change, but I'll still bitch at it
Thought that I could beat it if I kept it in and let it tire
It won't fucking die, it comes alive when I feel uninspired
And that's a lot, 'cause I ain't felt alright in quite a while
Seems like any safety that I had and I can't reconcile
A civil war inside my heart, my generals won't make amends
I'm tapping out, and locking up, until the sorrow ends

[Bridge: guccihighwaters]
Looking for a better way out, no destruction
Anxiety keep me up when I'm stuck, no discussion
Not strong enough, I think I'm falling off
Would you catch me? I'm 'bout to take the jump
I fall for you again
Playing love like it's pretend
Neglecting what you said
My attempt at self-defense

[Chorus: thebreathingbackwards & guccihighwaters]
Fucking up, I know it ain't news to you
(Fucking up, I know it ain't news to you)
But it sucks, knowing I got used to you
(But it sucks, knowing I got used to you)
And I think that this might be it
(And I think that this might be it)
I turn all the love in my life to shit
(I turn all the love in my life to shit)