The sin has found a surface to breach
And I can't practice what I preach
Believed that Heaven was a place on Earth
But Heaven's out of my reach
Because I'm scared of you
Terrified of your lure
How can I not fear this cancer
When like cancer we can't find the cure?!
All I know is I don't know enough
I'm in a place where the dark only gets darker
And what doesn't kill me needs to try harder
So I push then pull
And pray I won't be missed
I paint the image of discontent
Because I know I ruined this
Because I'm scared of you