Eryn Martin
Blurred Thoughts
[Verse 1:]
Insane since I maintain stress
But this play doesn't describe hatred
I care, it doesn't make sense
I wasted too much time trying to make it
So I'm anxious to rhyme, it's contagious
Now this love game contains less meanings of greatness
I have to take steps to be gracious
Right mind state to be persuasive
To live through the basic concept
Trace the statement: my mind gets evasive
Smoke is hella thick my еyes getting red
It's tеnse, I'm intense, perhaps you act def
Truth is sharp as the blade's edge
But it doesn't help
Now I'm senseless, relentless and sleepless
[Hook:]
Don't ball, but I sleep at night
Demons in it for the wrong and they're lying
I don't want a jewel or a diamond
Gimme something more, I need rocks if we're mining
Don't ball, but I sleep at night
Something wakes me up in the morning
Something 'bout the sweet sweet smell of marijuana leaves
Miss me with the money bag, not the tree
[Verse 2:]
True love, passion, genuine, divine
One love, one life, bullshit, all right
One side, no sight, thick smoke, dim lights
Red eyes, black heart, sleepless err night
Can't talk about it, cuz they say "don't be so negative"
Can't post about it, cuz they call me a "drama queen"
It is not a cry for help, cuz they don't give a shit if it's
When I'm gonna die? Cuz I don't care if I live with it
Uh, I'm sorry for your loss
My soul is dead now you listening to my ghost
I'm writing all across, the window and the walls
Whether it was true or false, I've already got involved in this bulls...
[Hook:]
Don't ball, but I sleep at night
Demons in it for the wrong and they're lying
I don't want a jewel or a diamond
Gimme something more, I need rocks if we're mining
Don't ball, but I sleep at night
Something wakes me up in the morning
Something 'bout the sweet sweet smell of marijuana leaves
Miss me with the money bag, not the tree
[Verse 3:]
Got me questioning what reality looks like
After all this time I fucking deserve every right
Mistakes I made, but each one teach one
You can never know when you're gonna learn next one
Real! Real is discipline and dedication to your word
Real is when your purpose is the only one you serve
Real is when you try to solve the problems that occur
Even if the small ones cause you some stir
Real is realizing it ain't real as it appears
Real is when you hold it down and do it for the years
Real is when you never look for it elsewhere
Overcoming fears, tell me what's real?
[Hook:]
Don't ball, but I sleep at night
Demons in it for the wrong and they're lying
I don't want a jewel or a diamond
Gimme something more, I need rocks if we're mining
Don't ball, but I sleep at night
Something wakes me up in the morning
Something 'bout the sweet sweet smell of marijuana leaves
Miss me with the money bag, not the tree