​mixed matches
Journalentry02/17/21
[Intro]
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(One and only)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Mm, mm-mm)

[Chorus]
I wish that I wasn't in my head
And I wish that I could see all my friends
'Cause I just really understand that I have problems alone
And every day's a fucking blur when I don't know where to go
I-I-I wish that I could believe the truth
That I'm stuck inside with nothing to do
And every time I meet somebody, I wish I was cool
And I don't really wanna be here 'cause I still think of you

[Verse]
Lack of an effort, lack of a pleasure
Everyday always, hoping for better
But I know that it's my fault my desolation
When I wanted to find my motivation
I feel I gotta make money because I think if I do
I'm living like I'm successful but I know that isn't true
And I know it's pretentious that I feel like I do
And I want you to know that it is all 'cause of you
That girl I dated that I loved
Who took advantage and fucked me up
I drink too much and I don't stop
And I think of doing harder drugs
But I wish I never got the chance to meet you
And I wish I had known better
And I wish you were sorry so that I could forgive you but I'll never get that closure
[Chorus]
I wish that I wasn't in my head
And I wish that I could see all my friends
'Cause I just really understand that I have problems alone
And every day's a fucking blur when I don't know where to go
I-I-I wish that I could believe the truth
That I'm stuck inside with nothing to do
And every time I meet somebody, I wish I was cool
And I don't really wanna be here 'cause I still think of you