I only meant to be happy
But my motivation
Being what I could not escape
Now I’m feeling [?]
From what is beyond this, and everyone will know one day

There’s a place, there’s a better time and it’s somewhere my 2 eyes couldn’t find
There's a truth but I know it's your lies and I'm keeping my tongue, you’re [?]

Do you, ever think about me?
Do you, know you're really happy?
Do you, think it's all been worth it?
Do you, understand your purpose?
Would you, wanna listen to me?
Although, [?] see what I'm doing
Do you, wanna be a loner?
Would you, understand your coward

Pick your balance
Pick your poison
I know there's another way
Indecisive
Leave your toxins
Cause you don’t wanna change

Long years since we last spoke
Long years since you had a joke
And I have fears you would only know
And I hate fears cause I know you’re gone
Do you, ever think about me?
Do you, know you're really happy?
Do you, think it's all been worth it?
Do you, understand your purpose?
Would you, wanna listen to me?
Although, [?] see what I'm doing
Why don’t you, wanna be a loner?
Would you, understand your coward

Just breathe
I don't want to say it's all the [?]
[?] words I've never thought to say
I don't wanna know what it's about but then I know that it'll hurt
I don't want to say you got the worst
I got it from you only will [?]

Do you, ever think about me?
Do you, know you're really happy?
Do you, think it's all been worth it?
Do you, understand your purpose?
Do you, understand the heartache?
Do you, think you're really trying
Do you, wanna be a loner?
Do you, think you're better [?]