[Verse 1: cøzybøy]
When I was young I hated drama
I never wanted to get caught up
I built these walls like I'm a martyr
It's just the way that I was brought up, yeah
Ain't even talking to my mama, yeah
'Cause I been going through some trauma, yeah
I got this shit all on my conscience
I got this blood all on my collar

[Chorus: Thomas Reid]
I'm not broke but I'm feeling so damn spent
Think I'm missing a place to lay my head
Wish that we could go back when it all made sense
I'm alone in this city until the end

[Verse 2: cøzybøy]
I know it's been two months I need to call her
But I'm afraid of what she'll say so I don't bother
I know she crying and my sister tryna calm her
Sometimes I really wish I had a father
Now all this karma got me feeling six deep
I'm twenty six I really need a six speed
Something that'll really fucking fix me
'Cause I been on my own since I was sixteen

[Break: cøzybøy]
My auntie tell me I should feel accomplished
But I'm so out of touch I wanna call quits
And I need dramamine 'cause I been falling
Emotion sickness seeping in my stomach

[Chorus: Thomas Reid]
I'm not broke but I'm feeling so damn spent
Think I'm missing a place to lay my head
Wish that we could go back when it all made sense
I'm alone in this city until the end

[Break: cøzybøy]
I'm tryna find myself
I'm scared I'll let you down
It kept me up all night
I wanna make things right
[Chorus: Thomas Reid]
I'm not broke but I'm feeling so damn spent
Think I'm missing a place to lay my head
Wish that we could go back when it all made sense
I'm alone in this city until the end

[Outro]
Swear if I ever have a daughter
She will always know her father
And if I ever have a son, yeah
I'mma teach him how to love and never falter