Chrishan
Defense (Defeated)
[Intro]
(Hitmaka)
(CashMoneyAP)
(Right Now Sound, yeah)
(Ayo, 40, what you cookin', G?)
[Chorus]
At war with myself, I feel defeated
At a stand off with my demons
Let my stress off at Neimans
With a Glock 40 on defense
Used to play the block on some street shit
Kings die, mothers cry, such a heartbreaking sequence
Sin too deep to repent
Can't see my son crying, it's my weakness
Don't think it's fair how I was treated
Fake apologies, you can keep it
They know I'm the one, it's not a secret
Flame every gun, keep the beef lit, uh
Flame every gun, keep the beef lit, uh
[Verse 1]
They cremated my grandma, I could feel my soul burnin'
Wonder why I cried when that preacher said that sermon
Like, God forgive me 'cause I'm learnin'
See my darkest days before the light, I can feel the tables turning
Counting all my blessings, I stay humble and determined
My Glock Austrian and my engineering German
She gon' risk it all for some Hermès
Momma tried to warn me, peep the signs to confirm it
[Chorus]
At war with myself, I feel defeated
At a stand off with my demons
Let my stress off at Neimans
With a Glock 40 on defense
Used to play the block on some street shit
Kings die, mothers cry, such a heartbreaking sequence
Sin too deep to repent
Can't see my son crying it's my weakness
Don't think it's fair how I was treated
Fake apologies, you can keep it
They know I'm the one, it's not a secret
Flame every gun, keep the beef lit, uh
Flame every gun, keep the beef lit, uh
[Open Verse]
[Chorus]
At war with myself, I feel defeated
At a stand off with my demons
Let my stress off at Neimans
With a Glock 40 on defense
Used to play the block on some street shit
Kings die, mothers cry, such a heartbreaking sequence
Sin too deep to repent
Can't see my son crying it's my weakness
Don't think it's fair how I was treated
Fake apologies, you can keep it
They know I'm the one, it's not a secret
Flame every gun, keep the beef lit, uh
Flame every gun, keep the beef lit, uh