[Intro]
(Yo, Sean, you fuckin' 'em up on this one)
(Sound)

[Chorus: Mike Smiff]
When I was on my own, I didn't know how to feel
I was coping with problems by poppin' all them pills
Now the money I'm counting, I think about it still
I look back on my pain and I know God is real

[Verse 1: Mike Smiff]
2 AM, my feet up, they can't even see us
Late nights shooting dice, fuckin' up my re-up (Uh)
They might see me smile but they don't know my pain
And the closest ones to me don't know everything, that's on everything (Uh)
I know what you thinking, you thought you knew me well
I done seen and been through things I'm too ashamed to tell
If I ain't got it, I ain't got it, I just went without it (Shee)
It got so real, I'm fighting tears right now just thinking 'bout it (Shee)
It got so rough that it was hard to pray and read my Bible (Shee)
So much pressure on my shoulders, it wasn't easy еither
You ever fеlt all by yourself when you needed people?

[Chorus: Mike Smiff]
When I was on my own, I didn't know how to feel
I was coping with problems by poppin' all them pills
Now the money I'm counting, I think about it still
I look back on my pain and I know God is real, I know God is real
Yeah, I was coping with problems by poppin' all them pills
Now the money I'm counting, I think about it still
I look back on my pain and I know God is real, I know God is real
[Verse 2: Toosii]
I look back at all my pain and I know God is real
I was fucking up my re-up, but I got it still, uh
Still the type to move dolo, it was USPA, not Polo
I was sharing clothes with the bro, yo
Now them hoes come back like yo-yos
Yeah, all my pain, spend it all on chains, I gotta maintain
I'm switching lanes, blowing out the brains, riding in the coupe
Yeah, I done been through the works, gotta show me worse, could have been a hearse
I done been hurt when I was riding for you
Yeah, I was on my own, I ain't know how to feel
Feel the drugs in my body like I was poppin' pills
And I'm popping still
Ain't been through what I been through, it's hard not to chill

[Chorus: Mike Smiff & Toosii]
When I was on my own, I didn't know how to feel (Didn't know how to feel)
I was coping with problems by poppin' all them pills (Poppin' all them pills)
Now the money I'm counting, I think about it still (I think about it still)
I look back on my pain and I know God is real (I know God is real), I know God is real (I know God is real)
Yeah, I was coping with problems by poppin' all them pills (Poppin' all them pills)
Now the money I'm counting, I think about it still (I think about it still)
I look back on my pain and I know God is real (I know God is real), I know God is real (I know God is real)

[Outro: Mike Smiff]
God is real
I know God is real