10 missed calls last night
I was chasing another high
Last minute but i caught the guy
Now he’s laying by my side
In it thinking about her
And you kept your eyes closed
I bet in your mind she posed, up and down she rose

I don’t take medication
My wounds are better sore

Addicted to the chaos
Addicted to the fall
I don’t need no saving but I do want it all
Bleeding through my choices
What the hell did i create
If you’re left alone it’s not me baby it’s fate

Such a complicated time
For me to call you mine
I don’t think i’m alright inside
All the girls i have spied
Why would you leave with her?
Baby i’m just so hurt
Now fly, fly away back home
Save my tears for desert
I don’t take medication
My wonds are better sore

Addicted to the chaos
Addicted to the fall
I don’t need no saving but I do want it all
Bleeding through my choices
What the hell did i create
If you’re left alone it’s not me baby it’s fate


Feat part:

I remember
You and I going crazy
Till I had a thought
About me having a side girl
I hate myself
For destroying what we had
It was a matter of time until I realized

I've always told myself that am better
And bitter at same time
Like am putting on real leather
And it's hot outside
But I can't take it off cause am try na prove a point
My other ex says
I want attention
But I can pay that girl attention
Cause my time is money
And am telling you that is expensive

Some people say that am crazy
And I know that am sorry for what I did
Will you find it in your heart to forgive me
Or will take this is to your grave