Eldest 11
Games
I step into the bathroom
Everything is so pretty, so white

Perfume, snarls in my nose again
A scar is sinking in, while the water
Splashes on the sink
And I remember my purity
When the lights go
Down so low and she is ready to go
Then she says it’s too late for you
It’s all over for you!

Cutting the air (I’m fucked) I penetrate!
I don’t like this game!
With the warm blood of ours enveloped

Oh the horror.....In there


Like a new born, I suffered into her valley with heavy nightmares
Pressed on my eyelids
I try not to care
Close to my bed, I’m wide awake
And stirred
Gave you something you don’t deserve


From me to you, I don’t remember
Much of that night but it wasn’t
Right for
You to sink your teeth in me!


I don’t like this game!
Her hands with gentle care did wound my body senses failed
I’m taking back everything I gave
In the warm blood
Of ours enveloped
Oh the horror.....In there


Without a marriage ring
It was painful for me when the finger tips slide

I will not take and make the same mistakes
Without a marriage ring, you
Stole from me