Eldest 11
Needed More
Did you think that the pressures would overwhelm?
Did you think that you'd always smile in there?
Did you know that it was never why you liked it?
And I don't love you, you were fake!

A miscarriage of the things that you take for granted!
And I'm burning bridges in-between
I hope you hear this so I'll say this before I leave!

Did you think that the pressures would overwhelm?
Did you think that you'd always smile in there?
Did you know that it was never why you liked it?
And I don't love you, you were fake!

I needed more!
But I'm so cold inside...When you're taking pills because you're weak
I needed more!
But I'm so cold inside...When you're drinking alcohol because you can't sleep
I WANTED MORE!
But I'm so cold inside...When you're snorting blow up your nose thinking it's ok!

Thinking you're ok? Did you know it's been raining too long for me to cope?
You never were there...
And now you're calling me callous for all the stupid afflictions that keep infecting your life!

Did you think that the pressures would overwhelm?
Did you think that you'd always smile in there?
Did you know that it was never why you liked it?
And I don't love you, you were fake!

I needed more!
But I'm so cold inside...When you're taking pills because you're weak
I needed more!
But I'm so cold inside...When you're drinking alcohol because you can't sleep
I WANTED MORE!
But I'm so cold inside...When you're snorting blow up your nose thinking it's ok!

What did you want from me? Did you want me to care?