Chelsea Collins
Where To Begin
[Intro]
It’s Dope
Nah, I don’t really do too much talking, you know what I’m saying
So
I really keep it bottled up. It ain't like I don’t got folks to talk to or nothing but you know
I just figure that
It really ain't no pressure, you know
[Verse One]
Well for starters every day I be stressing out (stressing out)
Try to make a change but I got the wrong amount (wrong amount)
They say in your darkest day that’s when you strengthen comes out (Strengthen)
I hope they right cause lately I been barely working out
I’m living wrong but honestly I’m trying to figure out how to really get it, bred different, raised to never take handouts
Learn to maintain and keep it real and never sell out
Had to pay the rent serving n***as taking orders like takeout
Nah, (nah)
Let’s not begin right there (begin right there)
Cause I want to ventilate and make you really aware
Hope you got a few minutes and I hope you prepared
Cause these are lowkey thoughts that I been really dying to share I mean
Do you got a minute (Got a minute)
You ain't gotta talk just listen (Just listen)
I really hate being in my feelings (I really do)
Man never mind cause this ain't no one business (no one business)
Uh
[Chorus]
Where to being
Where to begin
Where to being huh
[Verse Two]
Tired of going through bullshit everyday (everyday)
I use to pop pills and drink the pain away (drink the pain away)
What you know about praying for them better days and hoping that your job doing overtime just to get them bills paid (bills paid)
When I talk to God I ask him do he hear me out (can you hear)
I know you’ll never give me things I couldn’t figure (couldn’t figure it out)
But I’m weak and things ain’t really been panning out these are just thoughts that I never could get out. (Couldn’t get them out)
Every day I be fighting depression, I keep it bottled up and live everyday with discretion constantly question if I’m making moves to my progression
I need a minute
Can you feel it, if not then pay attention
Cause I’m admitting I got problems that not talking just fixing
Can’t play the victim I’m just venting so don’t take my words and go and twist them (twist them)
It’s getting deep (deep)
Late nights, early mornings can get sleep I’m too busy trying to figure out things
I’m just trying to live my best life (my best life)
Despite the people that be saying I ain’t living right (living right)
Make something out of nothing during hard times (hard times)
Took the blueprint to the game and made a new design (new design)
It’s no pressure will you just let me speak my mind (my mind)
I got to hustle cause my little brother doing time (Free Gino)
Can't cross it but you know Imma push the damn line (damn line)
Just sit back (Whoa)
And press rewind (yeah)
Uh
It’s No pressure
[Chorus]
Where to being
Where to being
Where to being huh
Damn