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...this letter, I hope you hear it
Hope our differences can one day be acquitted
But if you know me, you know I'm hard on forgiveness
I'm hard on forgetting
I talk to grandma every day, that shit, it lift my spirit
Mama say I'm living too fast, I need to quit it
I spent a million cash last month, ain't even feel it
I been balling harder than a bitch, I must admit it
But lately I been chilling
Don't need much to hit the block, I drop a Vette through the set and I ain't even drop the top
Put on for the whole hood, but they don't care
All they ever get is mean mugs and cold stares
And that shit, that ain't far 'cause I take pride in them trenches dawg
It's like they root for you right up until you get it dawg
[?] they treat you like you tripping, dawg
Even though you the same, they say you different dawg
[?] but God painted it this way
And I feel so sorry for my lady in a way
Dealing with some feelings in her heart that shit didn't break
I trusted once before, I don't know if I can do it twice
I had love for Rey, I trusted her with my life
How you slime out your lil' dog, go against what you told to me
Quit all of that preaching 'bout never forgetting loyalty
And everything we stole, we could've [?]
Traded thirty thousand for a million dollar partnership
A friendship I been traded in for dollars, kid
That was a big ass pill, but I swallowed it
That was a big pill but I swallowed it
I'd like to take this time out to apologize to [?]
Whatever I did to him or whatever I'm doing
Remember we was road dogs, life was a movie
City to city, state to state sticking and moving
Take it home, caught you a case, I tried to help him through it
Found him a lawyer, set him up a meeting, start him a movement
I was telling them n***as start them a movement
Because we family and that's how family do shit
Said that I'm tripping dawg
But I'd never turn my back-