[Intro: CHVSE]
2020 really been my year, huh?
Losin' family and my friends now
I'm just hopin' that it ends
Cause I'm stressed and there's pains in my chest now
I'm just scared of who I try to be
Worried that they'll see the other side of me
Lately my anxiety inside of me is
Yellin' out
[Hook: Breana Marin]
I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes, sometimes I feel just like I'm doomed
Like it's me against the world, even when I've got you
So I try to hide this big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal
[Verse 1: CHVSE]
Look, time will heal but you never forget
There's always late nights where you're sittin' depressed
You gotta think ahead, never live and regret
And if a mo'fucker hates you, you gotta give it your best (Uh-huh)
Cause they just wanna see your downfall
Man that's the reason I don't ever hang around y'all
I'm alone in the globe like an outlaw
What you people know about the cold when your cloud is gone?
Aye, cause now this sounds gone crazy
Used to have fans that would share this shit daily
What the fuck made me stop and get lazy
I wish I never did it now the fanase hates me
They say that I don't rhyme enough
So I ain't even on my phone
Sometimes I think I cry too much
Yellin' out
[Hook: Breana Marin]
I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes, sometimes I feel just like I'm doomed
Like it's me against the world, even when I've got you
So I try to hide this big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal
[Verse 2: CHVSE]
Look, time will heal but you stuck with the pain of knowin'
Life's hard and you stuck in the game of how you
Hate attention yet you lovin' the fame
Even thinkin' bout this shit will drive you fucking insane
I'm from a town where there ain't nothin' to do
So I'm always out gridnin' like there's something to prove
But it's hard to stay humble when I struggle for food
Or puttin' 20 on my watch like it's nothin' to lose
So, what you know about them white lines? (Huh?)
What you know about my life line? (Huh?)
Y'all really don't know shit about nothing
But you feel the need to spread it on your timeline (Huh?)
They say that I don't try enough
And I ain't even in my zone
Shit, I don't think I'm high enough
Yellin' out
[Hook: Breana Marin]
I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes, sometimes I feel just like I'm doomed
Like it's me against the world, even when I've got you
So I try to hide this big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal
[Prod. By Young Taylor]