[Verse 1]
I started watching a lot of Grey's Anatomy
So naturally I think I'm dying if there's something wrong with me
And every single pain inside my chest will send me into a panic
Maybe I never should have started a show that includes a lot of information that I don't know
Because now, I'm self-conscious of my body and I always panic
Shit
Went to the doctor 'cause the internet said I should
Convinced myself that I'm in dire need of something good
But I just don't know anymore
No I just don't know
No I just don't know, no
[Chorus]
How much longer until I get some rest
'Cause I've been lying here for hours just trying my best
To fall asleep, but I can't
It's unhealthy, I am dying
How many hours of torture will I take
Before I reconcile fast and accept my fate
I can't control my body
It's unhealthy, I am dying
[Verse 2]
Anxiety is filling me up to my brim
Pushed to the floor so often, I have scars on my chin
Wearing a helmet every time that I drive my car
Maybe I'll grow up a bit like my dad says
Maybe I'll grow out of this like my mom says
But what if I don't, what if I don't
And I'm still here
[Chorus]
How much longer until I get some rest
'Cause I've been lying here for hours just trying my best
To fall asleep, but I can't
It's unhealthy, I am dying
How many hours of torture will I take
Before I reconcile fast and accept my fate
I can't control my body
It's unhealthy, I am dying
How much longer until I get some rest
'Cause I've been lying here for hours just trying my best
To fall asleep, but I can't
It's unhealthy, I am dying
How many hours of torture will I take
Before I reconcile fast and accept my fate
I can't control my body
It's unhealthy, I am dying