[Verse 1]
I've been thinking 'bout death a lot
And how strange that it must be
To play the game for 50 years or so then disappear completely
What the fuck
Nobody knows what's going on
An idea I can not go long
Without remembering that the train of thought goes

[Pre-Chorus]
On and on and on
This conversation's gone too long

[Chorus]
I understand that I'm a mess
But I'm not ready to address it yet

[Verse 2]
And how the hell do I deal with this?
The endgame's looking grim
I'm so caught up in all this bullshit that I don't know where to begin
Is this my fault?
I can't feel the things I used to
It's getting harder not to lose you whenever I freak out
And all my thoughts loop
[Pre-Chorus]
On and on and on
This conversation's gone too long

[Chorus]
I understand that I'm a mess
But I'm not ready to address it yet
(I understand that I'm a mess)
(But I'm not ready to address it yet)

[Bridge]
Each night it's harder to fall asleep
(Can't fall asleep)
Than the one before
I swear I'll stay up and sit in my bed
(Sit in my bed)
Till I find out what I'm here for
Till I find out what I'm here for
I'll find out what I'm here for
Can't figure out what I'm here for

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah maybe I was created to continue moving on and on and on
This conversation's gone too long

[Chorus]
I understand that I'm a mess
But I'm not ready to address it yet
I understand that I'm a mess
But I'm not ready to address it yet