[Produced by Beat Ninja, EerySkies., TCM Optic]

MOVEMENT I

[Verse 1: TCM Optic]
Just give me a wish
AVeryLateXmas atop of your list
20-some months I've been wrapping your gifts
Hit after hit, don't see a miss
This one'll feel like a tab on your lip
This one'll feel like a whole 'nother trip
This one'll take you to Mars and then back on a crash course headed right for the crib
This for the brothers who said they won't switch
This for the n***as that actually did
Under the tree you'll be happy to see I got two middle fingers for you and your kid
Stacking my green like a capitalist
Ego and greed, that's what capital is
Don't you know cash will get blown in the wind
So throw up them ones like you don't give a shit
Joke is on you, I got nothing to give
Nothing to give equals nothing to lose
I can't get caught up in watching the news
They tweaking bout headlines that ain't even true

[Chorus: TCM Optic]
Forget the bad days
Take off the sad face
Lets gather 'round the fire, pretend it's Christmas all day
Hop in the fast lane
My whip out the Bat Cave
Let's cruise on down the shore, pretend it's Christmas all day
Forget the bad days
Take off the sad face
Lets gather 'round the fire, pretend it's Christmas all day
Hop in the fast lane
My whip out the Bat Cave
Let's cruise on down the shore, pretend it's Christmas all day

[Post Chorus: TCM Optic]
Oh by the way
This one might feel like a slap in the face
There ain't no gospel but bottoms of bottles
Apostles will topple around 'till they're faced

MOVEMENT II

[Interlude, Spoken: Post Malone, Mac Miller, Larry King, Zane Lowe, Juice WRLD]

"But, A-And-And, at the same time, you don't know what someone is going through and you don't know how easy it is just to get caught up in something to the point where you can't stop."
"...was going through a drug problem and a uh, and-and I think it was more of my state of mind. I was just pretty depressed, as everyone–,"
"Even while successful?"
"Yeah, that's, I mean it's, I think it started up–,"
"With success."
"Yeah"
"How do explain that to yourself?"

"The life now, it-it-it comes with a give-and-take, 'cause I, you know, I'm so happy and I-I'm so blessed to be able to do what I do. At the same it's, you know, it's very draining and you never know what's going to happen next. So, it's so..."
"Right, yeah."

"At the end of the day, I still thank God for everything that, you know, He's put in front of me
But this materialistic money stuff don't really mean nothin', like, you know my relationship is good, I got money, but there's still other issues to talk about other than heartbreak
You've got anxiety, you've got substance abuse, you've got, you know, and it's a lot of issues in the world to talk about."

MOVEMENT III

[Verse 2: TCM Optic]
Maybe I'm not ready for the white lies
Angels cutting demons into white lines
Scheming over white wine
Never in my lifetime
Did I think I'd ever be immersed in all the night life
I look up at the skyline
Picture this it's tie-dyed
Saturated heavily with timelines of untimely passings from addicts, living unfastened
These eulogies are too tragic
I'm sorry for the one who's gotta write mine
I took my old poems
Went and rewrote 'em
Hoping that this would put me atop of the totem
Now I'm in the moment
They suit like the moguls
But never red, 'cause devils never wear their own clothing
Was praying and hoping
Waiting 'till I'd find the right rhymes to light up the night sky
Now look, mama'd say I'm talking out my right mind
But I've come this far along this lonely road
I guess it's my time

[Refrain: TCM Optic]
To
Lie through my teeth, to
Get high as can be, to
Fly in my dreams, while I
Die in my sleep, to
Cry to my sheets, 'cause
The diamonds lose sheen, 'cause
The grass isn't green, 'cause
The nights ain't unique
To
Lie through my teeth, to
Get high as can be, to
Fly in my dreams, while I
Die in my sleep, to
Cry to my sheets, 'cause
The nights ain't unique
You know what I mean

[Outro: TCM Optic]
Take my hand
Rest your head
Go to sleep

Don't be scared
Wipe those tears
From your cheek

Up we go
To the land
Of your dreams

We'll be there in the blink of an eye

Take my hand
Rest your head
Go to sleep

Don't be scared
Wipe those tears
From your cheek

Up we go
To the land
Of your dreams

It was only a matter of time