[Intro]
Hahaha, every SoundCloud n***a wanna pop a lot of Xanax
And have a girl that they can just cheat on her all day
And they just hold they gun that they not gon' use, ever
When they pop out to Adam22's store and shit, like
You know what I'm sayin'? Hahaha
I got-, I got a hunnid dollars for you bro
Play my shit on your livestream foe (Haha)
I'm high, and it's all my fault (Haha, go, go, uh)

[Chorus]
Uh, I'm high, and it's all my fault (it is)
It ain't a surgery in the world that'd fix my flaws (uh-huh)
These pills like Novocaine, 'cause I can't feel my jaw
Also, can't feel my brain, they tell me that's the cause
But I know that they wrong
That's the reason I've been medicating all along
Yeah, everyday live life like a cеlebration, tryna numb
What's the cause? I'm tryna find a way out

[Verse 1]
It's gеtting boring countin' all these bankrolls
When money ain't the only thing that don't fold
Live by the moment
Trapped in my mind, I'm stuck frozen
This light of mine has dim moments
Everybody in my ear sayin' I'm chosen, it's too much pressure
How can I breathe when all this pressure is leaving me breathless?
Too many demons, putting too much effort (uh)
Too many reasons for me not to be together
Too, too, too many demons putting too much effort
I hope this don't go on forever, uh
[Chorus]
Uh, I'm high, and it's all my fault (it is)
It ain't a surgery in the world that'd fix my flaws (uh-huh)
These pills like Novocaine, 'cause I can't feel my jaw
Also, can't feel my brain, they tell me that's the cause
But I know that they wrong
That's the reason I've been medicating all along
Yeah, everyday live life like a celebration, tryna numb
What's the cause? I'm tryna find a way out

[Verse 2]
Pills, cigarette thrills, nicotine kills
So does being stuck in my feels
I know drugs are wrong but still
I take them just so I can shake those
D-Demons off me, as I lay in a coffin
If I don't pop these, then I won't be talkin'
The elephant in the room every time that I walk in
It gets annoying, without drugs I can't breathe
It's hard for me to leave
They tell me that it's easy to quit it
Funny comin' from someone that's not dealing with it, it
Wait, I'm getting a call from my dealer again
They tell me, “These are the strong ones”

[Chorus]
Uh, I'm high, and it's all my fault (it is)
It ain't a surgery in the world that'd fix my flaws (uh-huh)
These pills like Novocaine, 'cause I can't feel my jaw
Also, can't feel my brain, they tell me that's the cause
But I know that they wrong
That's the reason I've been medicating all along
Yeah, everyday live life like a celebration, tryna numb
What's the cause? I'm tryna find a way out