[Chorus: Juice]
You can see the pain in my laugh (Yeah, yeah)
Demons comin' back from the past (Yeah, yeah)
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse (Yeah, yeah)
Voices in my head (Yeah, yeah)
All I can hear them say (Yeah, yeah)
Is, "Everyone wants me dead" (Yeah, yeah)
Bitch, I'm already dead (Yeah, yeah)
I've been dead for years
[Verse 1: Juice]
I've been taking medicine again (Yeah, yeah)
Henny, mix it with the Vicodin (Yeah, yeah)
All my suffеrin' (Yeah)
Is really gettin' undеr my skin (Yeah)
Maybe I should try to pray again (Yeah, yeah)
Try to wash away my sins (Yeah, yeah)
I know that they not my friends (Yeah, yeah)
But I'm friends with the drugs again (Yeah)
[Pre-Chorus: Juice]
Lost my heart, lost it all
So much drama, hold the applause
Shit's like a soap opera, straight downfalls
Nightmares on the cellphone, late-night calls
Lost my heart, lost it all
So much drama, hold the applause
No soap opera, straight downfalls
Listen to the nightmares call
[Chorus: Juice]
You can see the pain in my laugh (Yeah, yeah)
Demons comin' back from the past (Yeah, yeah)
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse (Yeah, yeah)
Voices in my head (Yeah, yeah)
All I can hear them say (Yeah, yeah)
Is, "Everyone wants me dead" (Yeah, yeah)
Bitch, I'm already dead (Yeah, yeah)
I've been dead for years
You can see the pain in my laugh (Yeah, yeah)
Demons comin' back from the past (Yeah, yeah)
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse (Yeah, yeah)
Voices in my head (Yeah, yeah)
All I can hear them say (Yeah, yeah)
Is, "Everyone wants me dead" (Yeah, yeah)
Bitch, I'm already dead (Yeah, yeah)
I've been dead for years (Yeah)
[Verse 2: Choppa]
My eyes closed, I can't see
My mind gone, I can't sleep
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me
D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N
A real street n***a, but I got depression
A lot of things really left my feelings hurtin'
Just wanna please everybody, I'm not perfect
I tried to do right and be your stepping stone
But you ain't do right, you even did me wrong
And I don't know which world that I'm standing on
[Pre-Chorus: Juice]
Lost my heart, lost it all
So much drama, hold the applause
No soap opera, straight downfalls
Listen to the nightmares call
[Chorus: Juice]
You can see the pain in my laugh (Yeah, yeah)
Demons comin' back from the past (Yeah, yeah)
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse (Yeah, yeah)
Voices in my head (Yeah, yeah)
All I can hear them say (Yeah, yeah)
Is, "Everyone wants me dead" (Yeah, yeah)
Bitch, I'm already dead (Yeah, yeah)
I've been dead for years (Yeah, yeah)
[Outro: Juice & Choppa]
You can see the pain in my laugh (In my laugh)
Demons comin' back from the past (From the past)
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse (Relapse)
Voices in my head (In my head)
All I can hear them say (All I can hear them say)
Is, "Everyone wants me dead" (Is, "Everyone wants me dead")
Bitch, I'm already dead (Bitch, I'm already dead)
I've been dead for years (I've been dead for years)
(My eyes closed, I can't see
My mind gone, I can't sleep
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me)