[Verse]
I lost my soul again and this pain is tragic
Dying today
I'm so helpless
Everyday is the same
I'm pathetic, hated, never okay
Lost my patience
Demons control the head
I'm just done with voices
I will decay
This depression fastly gets in the way
And the reason I'm living: I had hope by the name of alina
We are so distant
Pain? I never felt it so bad before
I am alone, helpless
I had a hope by the name of alina
We are so distant
Pain? I never felt it so bad before
I am alone, helpless
I had a hope, I lost it too
We are so distant
Pain? I never felt it so bad before
I am alone, helpless
I had a hope, I lost it too

Nobody can help me
So many have tried it
I hate my existence
Come, please try to stop me
I feel like a monster
Why are we so distant?
I felt this love, I had a hope by the name of alina
We are so distant
Pain? I never felt it so bad before
I am alone, helpless
I had a hope, I lost it too