[Intro: Matthew St. Patrick]
DMC, we have a mid-thirties male found down, unresponsive
底特律医疗中心，发现一名昏倒男子，三十多岁，失去反应
Possible overdose, substance unknown
怀疑药物过量，药物不明
Pulse is 60 and thready
脉搏60且微弱
Respiration is eight
呼吸频率8
He's intubated and we’re bagging him now
患者已经插管，我们正把他抬上车
Uh, BP 90 over palp
血压90
Patient is cool, pale, and diaphoretic
患者身体发凉，苍白，多汗
Has aspirated, uh, GSC is 3
曾经吸入呕吐物，昏迷指数3
Will update en route, ETA: ten minutes
路上我们会继续更新状态，预计10分钟到达

[Verse 1: Eminem]
As I fall deeper into a manic state
当我陷入更深的疯狂状态
I'm a prime candidate for the gene
就成为最好的继承者
To receive the drug addict trait
继承那药物成瘾的基因
Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate
血压戏剧化地急剧攀升
I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate
我被一瓶NyQuil（止咳药）深深吸引然后开始流口水
Start off with the NyQuil, like, "I think I'll just have a taste"
从NyQuil开始：“就尝尝味道。”
Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate
才喝了几口就开始上道
To a harder prescription drug called Valium
开始尝试药性更强的处方药Valium（安定）
Like, "yeah, that’s great"
“哇，感觉真不赖”
I go to just take one and I end up like having eight
一开始只想吃1颗结果一口气吞了8颗
Now I need something in my stomach 'cause I haven't ate
现在得填填肚子因为我还什么都没吃
Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak
也许吃点玉米片，再来块牛排
And you'd think that with all I have at stake
你以为这就是我全部的危机了
Look at my daughter's face
看着我女儿的脸
"Mommy, something is wrong with Dad I think
“妈妈，我觉得爸爸有点不对劲
He's acting weird again, he’s really beginning to scare me
他又开始干奇怪的事了，我真的好害怕
Won’t shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me
他不剃胡子，还装作听不见我说话
And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos
整天就吃玉米片和奇多
And he just fell asleep in his car eating 3 Musketeers in the rear seat"
他刚刚在汽车后座吃着巧克力棒就睡着了”
[Chorus: Eminem]
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don’t know
有时候我觉得好孤独，我不知道
Feels like I been down this road before
感觉就像以前走过这条路
So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me
那么孤单那么冷，好像什么东西控制住了我
As soon as I go home and close the door
一回到家关上门
Kinda feels like déjà vu
感觉就像昨日重现
I wanna get away from this place, I do
我想逃离这里，真的
But I can't and I won't, say I try, but I know
但我不能，我也不会，我说会试试的
That’s a lie 'cause I don't
但我知道那都是谎言
And why, I just don't know
我也不清楚这是为什么

[Verse 2: Eminem]
"Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a beer?"
“这也许是美味的精酿吧，啤酒又是什么？”
That's the devil in my ear, I've been sober a fuckin' year
这就是我脑海中魔鬼的声音，我他妈明明已经戒酒一年了
And that fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fucking hear
但那该死的魔鬼还不放过我，我脑子里全他妈是他的声音
"Marshall, come on, we'll watch the game
“Marshall来吧，咱们一起看比赛，
It's the Cowboys and Buccaneers"
Cowboys对阵Buccaneers”
"And maybe if I just drink half
“如果我只喝一半
I'll be half-buzzed for half of the time"
那有一半的时间我的头都要嗡嗡响”
Who's the mastermind behind that little line?
谁写的这句词啊？
With that kind of rationale, man, I got half a mind
就这样的清醒水平，我也只剩一半的脑子
To have another half a glass of wine
灌下剩下那半杯酒
Sounds asinine, yeah, I know
听起来很蠢，对啊，我知道
But I never had no problem with alcohol
但我从没有酗酒问题
Ouch, look out for the wall, aim for the couch, I'm 'bout to fall
啊，注意墙，对准沙发，我要倒了
I miss the couch and down I go, lookin' like a bouncy ball
我没能对准沙发于是倒在地上，像个弹力球
Shit must've knocked me out 'cause I ain't feel the ground at all
操，我肯定是喝高了倒地上都不疼
Wow, what the fuck happened last night? Where am I?
靠，昨晚他妈的发生了什么？我在哪儿？
Man, fuck, am I hungover, and goddamn, I got a headache
丢，我肯定是宿醉了，妈的，我头好疼
Shit, half a Vicodin, why can't I?
干，来半颗Vicodin（止痛药）吧，有何不可？
All systems ready for take off, please stand by
全身系统预备起飞，请准备
[Chorus]
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know
有时候我觉得好孤独，我不知道
Feels like I been down this road before
感觉就像以前走过这条路
So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me
那么孤单那么冷，好像什么东西控制住了我
As soon as I go home and close the door
一回到家关上门
Kinda feels like déjà vu
感觉就像昨日重现
I wanna get away from this place, I do
我想逃离这里，真的
But I can't and I won't, say I try, but I know
但我不能，我也不会，我说会试试的
That's a lie 'cause I don't
但我知道那都是谎言
And why, I just don't know
我也不清楚这是为什么

[Verse 3: Eminem]
So I take a Vicodin, splash, it hits my stomach, then (Ahhh!)
所以我就吃了Vicodin，哗，冲进胃里，然后（啊！）
Couple of weeks go by, it ain't even like I'm gettin' high
几周过去，它甚至再也不能让我嗨
Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah, I'm gettin' by
现在只是需要它让我别这么难受
Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die
要是DeShaun没死我就不会吃这玩意儿
Oh yeah, there's an excuse; you lose Proof, so you use
对啊，这就是借口；你失去了Proof，所以你要吃药
There's new rules, it's cool if it's helpin' you to get through
这就是新的规则，如果能帮忙挺过去那吃药就没什么
It's twelve-noon, ain't no harm in self-inducin' a snooze
现在是正中午，让自己打个盹儿也没什么大不了
What else is new? Fuck it, what would Elvis do in your shoes?
还有什么新借口？操他的，如果Elvis是你他会怎么做？
Now here I am three months later, full-blown relapse
三个月过去，旧瘾全面复发
"Just get high until the kids get home from school, homes, relax"
“孩子们放学回家后保持清醒就行了，放松点”
And since I'm convinced that I'm an insomniac
自从有了这想法我就开始失眠
I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps
我需要吃药才能入睡，所以小睡了三次
Just to be able to function throughout the day, let's see
就为了白天能正常生活，让我算算
That's an Ambien each nap, how many Valium? Three?
每次睡觉需要1颗Ambien（安眠药），Valium呢？3颗？
And that will average out to about one good hour's sleep
吃了这些就能安安稳稳睡一个钟头
Okay, so now ya see the reason how come he
所以你现在明白了
Has taken four years to just put out an album, B
为什么花四年功夫才做了一张专辑
See, me and you, we almost had the same outcome, Heath
看吧，Heath（希斯·莱杰），我和你产出相当了
'Cause that Christmas, you know the whole pneumonia thing?
还记得那年圣诞得肺炎的事吗？
It was bologna, was it the methadone, ya think?
那玩意儿叫什么来着？bologna（大红肠）？还是methadone（美沙酮）？
Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos?
还是藏在黄片里的hydrocodone（氢可酮）？
Your VCR tape cases, with your Ambien CR
录像带壳子，还有安定药瓶子
Great places to hide 'em, ain't it? So you can lie to Hailie
都是藏药的好地方啊，对不对？这样你就可以跟Hallie撒谎
I'm going beddy-bye, Whitney, baby; good night, Alaina!
我要上床睡觉啦，Whitney宝贝；晚安，Alaina！
Go in the room and shut the bedroom door
进了卧室关上门
And wake up in an ambulance
然后在救护车里醒来
They said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn
他们说是在浴室地板上找到的我，该死
[Chorus: Eminem]
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know
有时候我觉得好孤独，我不知道
Feels like I been down this road before
感觉就像以前走过这条路
So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me
那么孤单那么冷，好像什么东西控制住了我
As soon as I go home and close the door
一回到家关上门
Kinda feels like déjà vu
感觉就像昨日重现
I wanna get away from this place, I do
我想逃离这里，真的
But I can't and I won't, say I try, but I know
但我不能，我也不会，我说会试试的
That's a lie 'cause I don't
但我知道那都是谎言
And why, I just don't know
我也不清楚这是为什么