[Intro: synthiq]
Synthiq

[Verse 1: Nyx]
I return to the lake after I finish the run
535 from 270, the pigeon all packed up in the pouch
I carry 5G’s in the pouch
Bud packs, not hero
I fill up the notebook with either thoughts or serum
I’m bending rhythmically à la Neo
“X2 – Caramelo” echoes from the speaker
Got no diesel in the rocket, but kero
If I turn it upside down, the caramel starts pouring
Face covered up with a headband
You mistake me easily for Banderas

[Interlude: synthiq, Nyx]
Starting to set in...
Paranoia
From the red and blue

[Bridge: Nyx]
Intruders start infiltrating my space
An invasive thought and a siren

[Verse 2: Nyx]
A nomad in the house is deconcentrating me, help
He’s not resonating, intruding in the comfort zone
Three eyes not guarding, I’m not awake, he’s accessing my vault
Stressing my cerebellum, it starts to metastasize
[Verse 3: synthiq]
You’re drowning your time in misery again
The judgement is hysteria
You’ve got potential but it’s easy to lose it
You owe yourself at least some attention

[Verse 4: Nyx, synthiq]
Nah
I’m owing nobody nothing, I do what I want with the time that I’ve got
You’ve got reasoning, why don’t you make use of it?
It broadened my horizon just so I can see how dark everything is, how everyone’s falling for it
How we never had control over anything, there’s no doubt why I’ve given up

[Bridge 2: synthiq]
Still being ignorant
How can you constantly think like that?

[Verse 5: Nyx]
Imagine you’ve just woken up so that you’ll have to close your eyes later
And you will tell yourself that it’s not useless and you keep living pointlessly until you kick the bucket
You gain fears and close yourself off, the panic’s attacking you in the midnight
Consuming zaza, but you’re negative, even your own utopias are falling apart
Oh? Got no anxieties, insecurities? Good luck, you can start worrying about them
Against the backdrop of mental torture, add in some physical pain
Say your goodbyes to your brothers, you will lose each other, where will you get your strength from?
And you’re at a young age, start carrying yourself through life with all these problems
[Bridge 3: synthiq, Nyx]
Why are you going through all this trouble? This is something that only time can fix
He's going to fix it all up anyway sometime for good

[Chorus: synthiq, Nyx]
Jewel
Cursed
Jewel
Cursed
Jewel
Cursed
Jewel
Cursed

[Interlude: vxndixvt]
Time and time again, you contemplate
Would you rewind time if you had the chance?

[Verse 6: Nyx, synthiq]
Got no diesel in the rocket, but kero
If I turn it upside down, the caramel starts pouring
Face covered up with a headband
You mistaken me easily for Banderas
My hemoglobin’s acidic, blood starts pouring out my nose
Spinning a funny Porsche in the roundabout
My people keep asking which path I’m choosing
And they’ll never know
When and…
What I’m preparing
‘Cause I’ve never hit a peak, but the fall seems so clear
[Verse 7: Nyx]
Nonetheless I’m outside, I’m refueling myself psychedelically
Give me anything, lysergic acid and psylocibin
Apparently I’m a nihilist and I was just trying to comfort myself, aha
The glass is half empty anyways, I’ll drink the other half as well, aha

[Chorus: synthiq, Nyx]
Jewel
Cursed
Jewel
Cursed
Jewel
Cursed
Jewel
Cursed

[Outro]
Tereș
Nothing makes the past a sweeter place to visit than the prospect of imminent death